One-on-One Diary Room Session #1

[Big Brother]

What do you think of Sheila as HOH so far? Have you been able to talk to her? Who do you personally wanted targeted this week? Will you do a hard sell to try to get them up? Are you worried about your own safety?

[james]

Aug 6, 2008 21:03:13 GMT -5 Big Brother said:

What do you think of Sheila as HOH so far? Have you been able to talk to her? Who do you personally wanted targeted this week? Will you do a hard sell to try to get them up? Are you worried about your own safety?

I haven't really spoken to her. she actually approached me to put me up as a pawn and thank GOD she went the other way.
i do NOT want to be a pawn by any means.
i think she has a good relationship with both erika and chelsia, so i think they can keep me off.
erika doesnt think im going after her, so she definitely wants to keep me around for that.

i am worried for my safety because if the veto is won by the wrong person, i might get put up and then end up leaving because she might think i have the votes, which i really dont. i have a good enough relationship with enough people to have votes to stay.

[Big Brother]

So Erika has been put up on the block... I'm sure this is a surprise to you? Between Daniele and Erika, who will you be sending home and do you believe you have the votes to do so? After all the drama this week, who will be the target next week?

[james]

i absolutely want erika to stay
what a wasted week to evict her when she cant even fuckn compete next week. COME ON!
chelsia is my aly, but we're not in agreement this week. we both understand.
im voting to evict daniele. i gave erika my word and apparenty, she has the votes. that would be awesome.
i didnt even speak to daniele so whatever, she can leave. no love lost there!
im not aware of the drama this week, but if i get hoh, im targeting april and i dont know who else...ill speak to chelsia and we'll decide together i guess.
i think im gonna throw hoh though. i dont need it... although im scared of april eek.

[Big Brother]

Congratulations on your HOH win. You have a busy 24 hours, what is on your mind at the moment? Has anyone approached you yet for a deal or suggestions for nominations?

[james]

everyone approached me.. sigh. lol
it's so predictable.

i am reading my last entry in here and i feel like "omg.. did i really say that?" lol.
i would have been happy if i didnt win hoh, but man..i am ECSTATIC!!!! hehe
this was a good day.

anyways, people are gonna throw deals at me no matter what. screw them.
i know who im planning on nominating, but that doesnt mean i dont feel bad about it. actually, i feel worse about nominating erika than i am nominating sheila. erika is the bitch in the house, but it sucks having the house against you. she was so happy i won hoh and it sucks that this cant be a good week for her. if only i had another option that were beneficial to me.

[Big Brother]

You have nominated Jun & Erika. Are you confident in your nominations? Have you gotten any hate mail from anyone regarding them? Do you think these surprise nominations might make you a target next week or did they make you safer?

[james]

jun wasnt an option for me at first...
but disrupting this alliance that these people thought we were in was surely gonna backfire if i were to nominate sheila.
erika has to go. the only way to ensure that was to nominate her against someone else in that alliance.
i never agreed to an alliance. they all just assumed that because i evicted daniele, that im with them.
that was a personal choice... one that i felt made the most sense. i didnt care about erika then and i dont right now.
and the fact that she lied about chelsia still pisses me off. why should i trust her?

i would have been safest having not winning hoh actually. this was the worst week to win it, but i cant bring myself to throwing a comp. i dont have it in me. it may backfire, but whatever. i did what i felt i had to do.

erika approached me, but not with any harsh words. no one yelled at me or anything. ive heard that people think this is a bad move, but they dont know what position im in at all!!!
i am in an alliance with chelsia. i am in good with keesha. i couldnt disrupt those alliances because i dont trust anyone more than i do them. howie is a piece of shit and i he will be gone soon, but not this week.

[Big Brother]

What was your reaction to Erika quitting and her comments of you needing to get a backbone? Chelsia is the new Head of Household, which should mean you're pretty safe this week. Who do you hope she nominates? Will you campaign to try to get her nominations in her direction, or will you sit back and hope for the best?

[james]

I thought Erika was nuts.
She sent me a msg on AIM last night with a "picture" of Sheila... I never replied and decided to ignore her.
she's completely insane.

Her comments of me needing a backbone just flew over my head because she doesn't who I'm aligned with and why I did what I did. Chelsia is my closest ally. I feel pretty safe with Keesha, but even if I would have nominated Howie, Chelsia would not turn on me. My biggest fear was Keesha turning on me, although i don't hink she would have at this very moment. I couldn't drop my closest friends in the house for people i never speak to. it just doesn't make any sense. these people all have previous allies and me just coming in, doesn't put me in that great a position anyway. Also, they were all telling me how if I were to backdoor Howie, they would all be going after the 4... chelsia included. NOT WORTH IT. i can't have chelsia in the line of fire.
I am ECSTATICCC that chelsia won hoh. She already has Jun in mind to nominate, which is who i wanted her to nominate anyway... and i am gonna try and push for nakomis to be nominated next to her because i believe they are eachother's closest allies. I'm not gonna be aggressive by any means because this is her HOH and i want her to do what's best for HER.

[Big Brother]

So Jun was evicted which you have said was the target you wanted. Do you believe this week was a successful week? HOH is coming up, on a scale of 1-10 how safe do you feel? If you win HOH, how will run with it this time around?

[james]

i think this week was a success... im wondering who voted for jun to stay though...
hopefully i can find out.

i dont really feel safe... i would say a 4...
the only person who guaranteed would not put me up is chelsia and she can't play LOL.
i will be playing this hoh to win it. i am targeting roddy if i win... i dont know against who yet.

[Big Brother]

So Richard & Sarah has been put up for eviction. What do you think of these nominations? You mentioned wanting Roddy out. Why is this and do you think you could work Keesha into putting him up as a replacement?

[james]

i think keesha and roddy are aligned and there is no way i was gonna throw his name out there. i didn't even try and i wont try even after pov. all i will do is try and keep myself safe.
She asked me who I wanted to see nominated.. i knew i had to throw a name out there, so i threw nakomis... but ended up saying she needs to do what's best for her... and then she told me i was safe.

i am wondering who she said is feeding sarah so much information. i spoke to sarah once and didnt say anything and i hope shes not using my name in any way... but then again, im not in keesha's alliance, so i guess it cant be me.

[Big Brother]

So Sheila won POV and has saved Sarah. What is your opinion of this power move? Angie has been put up in Sarah's place. Out of Richard and Angie, who would you rather have evicted?

[james]

i think sheila has a deal with sarah and saved her because of that.
before using that veto, her and sarah should have campaigned and tried to get the votes... and had that not worked out.. then use the veto.
i dont blame her, i guess...
if they have a strong alliance, why not protect themselves... they just should have tried to do it in a way that wouldn't reveal it to everyone.. cuz whats the difference in leaving this week and next week? nothing.

anyways... sheila and sarah have a target on their back right now and that means my HUGE one has shrunk tenfold.
let them take each other out... i couldn't care less.

I dont care who leaves between angie and richard. i'll be evicting angie because people i trust told me to... i personally dont think either one is coming after me, so i dont care.
i do want richard to approach me though.

[Big Brother]

So Nakomis has won HOH and has put up Sheila and Chelsia. What is your opinion of these nominations? With your deal with Chelsia, will you save her if you win? If nominations somehow stay the same, who is more likely to go home?

[james]

these nominations aren't too bad.
i think chelsia has the votes to stay, as long as sheila doesnt win pov and if she does, as long as nakomis replaces her with richard or something.

i wont save chelsia if i win veto...i cant have it ruin my game...and besides, it would put keesha in danger, which isnt good.

[Big Brother]

Will shocked the world by using his special power. What do you think of Will's huge power move and was it the right time to do it? Out of the new nominees, who do you think is more likely to go home?

[james]

i am very shocked... AND pleased.
although i do believe sheila would have gone, it would have sucked risking chelsia, so im glad will used the power.
he did the right thing in nominated richard. he needs to go. he is not to be trusted... worse than erika actually.
i kind of wish he would nominated sheila in sarah's place, but whatever, richard should be going.