Game Play, Plans, Strategy, Etc.

[Chelsia]

welll.. pov picks suck.



I'm definitely on my own in this against Richard, Sheila, Sarah, and Nakomis. James may try to win but already said he wouldn't use it. I'm gonna have to fight. like. hell. for this.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaay. I love Will.

[Chelsia]

yay I'm not nominated. but I want nominations to stay for Will since he took me off, so.. I wanted to kick ass at POV.

I got 5 minutes.

;D

not good enough though. I really could have and should have done better. that was horrible. I know I could have at least been a minute faster, esp. at the beginning trying to find a posting rhythm.

[Chelsia]

ugh. that Richard.

anyways, as much as I dislike him, I reeallllyyy think I am making a mistake about voting him out over Sarah. he doesn't win shit, and Sarah is a previous winner. lmfao.

I really think Will has an alliance with Sarah and/or Sheila, and if not, he knows if they stay they wont put him up, they'll put up me and Keesha. I hate Richard, but Sarah def. needs to go.

the thing is... if Keesha and I do vote out Sarah instead... our alliance with Will is dunzo. so... really we need to think long term and not just this week and who we can beat in HOH. I'd rather keep my bff Will and vote out Richard, and hope that I win HOH and this doesn't bite me in the ass.

that's all assuming POV isn't used.

[Chelsia]

yeah, that's right bitch, I'm the new HOH.

;D ;D ;D

second time. =] hopefully I got a couple more left. heh.

hm, nominations.. nominations. you'd think it'd be clear as day, yet I've suddenly got alot of different ideas.

[Chelsia]

time for my thoughts as hoh.

basically, I want Sarah out of this house. there's no other option than Sarah has to leave this week. I nominated Sheila, for the simple fact that I don't want to blantantly stab Nakomis and April in the back. yet.

I told Sheila that she is not my nomination whatsoever. and I will eventually tell her [after she hopefully wins POV] how Nakomis and April were reallly out to get her and pushing hard for her to be nominated...

because I want April gone next week. I think she's working a lot of angles... she came to me wanting Nakomis nominated this week... stuff just doesn't add up with her. and I want those two pairs broken up.

if Sarah/Sheila and April/Nakomis are broken up... really the only pairs left in the house involve me. well... Roddy/Keesha as well. which, btw, I don't trust Roddy.

so yeah, if I can get Sarah evicted this week and get Sheila to my side, so I can get April out next week, then I'll be a very happy camper.

[Chelsia]

someone.

please.

want to tell me what to do.



like, I can't believe one second is going to fuck my entire game. this really, really sucks.

like the worst thing ever just happened... Sarah winning that pov. and now, no matter what I do I'm screwed.

Keesha wants Will put up since this is comp #2 that he helped Sarah.
Will wants James put up to secure Sheila going.
April wants Nakomis put up, and is begging me not to backdoor her.
Sheila is begging me to keep her and put up Nakomis in return for safety.
James agrees with Will going up since he took out Roddy.
Roddy doesn't do shit, so he would have an opinion.
Sarah and her smug win by default POV.. she doesnt have an opinion except Sheila should stay and she's coming after me & Keesha.
Nakomis is gone.

so yeah, I'm screwed. because of like one tenth of a second. this just really sucks. I really do not know who to nominate or what to do.

[Chelsia]

long version of last night.

I screwed up POV and Sarah won. ugh by a fraction of a second, that blows. anyways, gotta get over it.

the plan was for Sheila to stay and I was gonna try to work on her to take out Nakomis and April, however... Sarah won POV. Sheila kept promising me that they would keep me safe if I kept her, whoever Sarah couldn't even tell me that, and I really can't believe it. believe Sheila always works out well. [sarcasm]

Sheila asked that Nakomis go up, because she feels as though she has the best shot at staying against Nakomis.

April came to me and begged me not to backdoor her, and for the fourth or fifth time asked that I nominate Nakomis.

Keesha was really pissed at Will. the week she had HOH and we all played in POV, he eliminated me and paved way for Sarah to get taken off the block.

the this POV comes around, and he eliminated Roddy and Sarah won, even though multiple times before POV I told him we had to go for Sarah, April, Sheila, Roddy in that order.

so, there was a bit of a fight between us three, especially when Keesha brought up me/James and apparently Howie stabbing me in the back. [see conversations.]

honestly, at this point, I don't care if people know James & I are together. apparently everyone has a partner somewhere, and if they know they know. it's not like I'm backstabbing them. a) we've been together since the beginning of the game before I even talked to them and b) the entire time J & I have been aligned, I've kept both Keesha and Will safe. the only person I didn't try to keep safe was Howie, so yeah I guess that's on me... but not with Keesha and Will. and I haven't kept Roddy safe either.

it's not like me and James have this LOD thing where I'm a secret agent working to boot their asses out, no, James has been my ally forever and I've had all four of our best intentions in everything that I've done. yeah, if we're still here later on and there's few people left, James isn't probably gonna try to keep them safe, but all along we have, and I even told him that I couldn't betray them or vote them out.

anyways, so my point that's so frustrating about all of this is that yeah I'm with James but I'm keeping them safe as well, and if I didn't think it would completely screw up James game [he has a secret alliance with April & Nakomis or something] by the people outside our alliance knowing, I would have told Will & Keesha by now.

and it really, really pisses me off that I've been so fucking loyal to people in this group and they couldn't do the same for me, but this is old news. on the plus side, staying loyal and keeping them all game has put me in the final 8 with half of them being my allies. =]

god back to my point. I like Sheila, and I'd like to take her deal, but... I can't trust that one bit. if her and Sarah are both here next week with April, they're all three coming after me.

and my number one target right now is Sarah, it would be stupid to keep her number one ally, even if she's promising my safety, because then it will be harder to get rid of Sarah. and she's got to go.

I have four promised votes to vote out Sheila, and if it were to be a tie I would break it. I'd rather not, but ohwells. I'm a strong believer that playing a game where you can't do or say anything to a persons face, only behind their back so you don't put a target on yourself... is just being a pussy and I would never vote for someone like that [ie. Dan > .................... Memphis] if people want to think that I'm a bitch for it, they can go right ahead, but at least I'm honest [aside from game things] and I won't be fake.

so yeah, Nakomis went up, Sheila should go. and I'm gonna pray that Will, James, or Keesha win HOH.

[Chelsia]

bump.

[Chelsia]

wow, I've really gotten myself into a precarious situation this week.

Will's using POV to take me off because I got a better time than Keesha. I've promised Keesha that I would vote for her to stay if Will won POV and took me off, that way all three of us can stay.

however, it looks like James may be the replacement this week. James who I've had a secret alliance with since day one. if I vote him out, well then he will probably be evicted and my secret alliance is dunzo. my "Jason" is gone. =[

but if I vote Keesha out, everyone knows that I voted to keep James outing the secret alliance, pissing Keesha off, and probably pissing of Will and Roddy as well.

and since there's only 5 people voting this week, and it's pretty clear where most people stand, it's not like I can lie. obviously Roddy will vote Keesha to stay, and if Will votes Keesha to stay and it's 3-2... well then he obviously knows I voted her out.

yikes.

plus I totally adore Keesha and James both and they're both two of my closest allies, I don't want either of them to go.

soo eeeek. I really need to make sure it's Sarah or Roddy as the replacement and not James.

HOWEVER, if I push too hard, Nakomis will nominate him just because that's what she does. AND she'll know that I'm aligned with James.

so yeah. I'm in a really tough situation this week. it probably would have been easier for me to not come off the block and Keesha come off instead haha. I don't know how I'm gonna pull this one off though.

[Chelsia]

OMFG!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

best thing ever just happened.

Sarah is dunzo.

aw, I feel bad for Keesha, because she thinks that she made this happen, but in reality this was James. Keesha def. helped I think, but James pulled this one off. he totally worked alot of angles:

a.) he made tons of promises to keep her safe, take her to f2, vote how she wants, etc

b.) me and him had a fake conversation that he copied & pasted to her to make it look like we weren't together

c.) he told her how Will & Sarah were together, and since she can't nominate Will nomming Sarah is the next best thing

in the meantime Keesha continued to pitch Sarah over and over again. and I pitched to her "please don't nominated Roddy whatever you do" to get Roddy put up LOL. so Roddy was our backup in case we couldn't get Sarah put up.

and it all worked! and now I don't have to out my alliance with James, and both my allies will stay, neither me or Will is in danger, AND Sarah will go. um, perfect week? I THINK SO. lovesit.

[Chelsia]

well, it looks like Keesha's gonna go.

Roddy went to April and those to went to Will to get his vote to vote out Keesha. and... Will's going for it.

I'm trying to convince him otherwise, but I'm really, really running out of things to say. I don't think I'm gonna be able to pull this one off. and it really, really sucks to see Keesha go...

especially at the hands of two allies and April.

and I'm really, really screwed once Keesha leaves, it's pretty much me and James [and Nakomis IF we get hoh] on our own. if Will votes out Keesha, I really can't trust him anymore. I understand it's a game move, but him and Keesha were best friends, and if he can do that to her, he can do it to me.

it really sucks to see this happening though. looks like from here on out I'm gonna have to win and HOH one week and POV the next for the remainder of the game.

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yaaaaay I got Will to keep Keesha [see conversations], and in turn he got Roddy to vote out Sarah as well. leaving the vote 4-1 with April voting Keesha out. yaaay yaaay yaaaay yaaaaay yaaaay.

wow. I'm kinda shocked that this week worked out so perfectly. especially with Nakomis as HOH. not that I didn't have faith in myself & my kick-ass alliance, it's just pretty perfect.

I stayed, Will stayed, Keesha stayed, and James stayed. my entire alliance is safe, and gets to compete for hoh. and the icing on the effin cake... Sarah got evicted! I'm done to three targets now. Nak can't compete and she's kissing mine and Keesha's ass like crazy, Roddy thinks that we think he's with us, and April.. well she might not be so easy to get out, but she's all that needs to go right now.

haha and I'm in the final 7. yippee for me.

haha, what I don't like though is all the evicted houseguests hating on us because we kicked em all out and no one has been able to evict us yet. not our problem, it's theirs.

[Chelsia]

haha so I thought about it, and I don't want to win this HOH. which is weird coming from me because I LOVE to win EVERYTHING

I would prefer Keesha, James, or Will to win. James got a time of 17 minutes, and I have no idea what Will got... but he was offline for 17 minutes. I mean, if Will can't beat that... then I doubt that April or Roddy can. I doubt they can beat his time no matter what.

but I don't want to piss of Nakomis and April right now, and my strategy for the last half of the game has been "Get done what I want done, but leave as little blood on my hands as possible." sort of how I got out Sarah and Sheila in the jury and they both still like me, yay.

plus, I want to look like I suck at endurance in case we get closer to the final HOH [which I intend to throw as well if there are certain people there] so they don't take people who suck like Nakomis over me. =[

[Chelsia]

so, here's muh stategy after making the jury, focused on long-term... as to where pre-jury is week by week. and practically the complete opposite. LOL

for getting to the f2: first... solidify all relationships that I have, to make it less of a chance that they will backstab me and decide not to be in f2 with me. second, win the competitions that I absolutely need to, but nothing else. having to publicly make decisions & alienate people or break deals/alliances only hurts me if I don't NEED to do it. third... make it known ALOT that everyone hates me and I suck at endurance, speed, & skill competitions. fourth, make sure I take as many allies with me to the end as I can. fifth, IF I'm here... don't win the final 5 hoh. it's a curse! Jerry, Janelle, and Sheila, to name a few, all won the final 5 HOH and got third place! then you can't compete for f4, you pretty much rely on the POV, AND you have to be the only one to vote, rather than talking someone else into voting how you want. if I'm in f4 with the right people, I don't want to make the vote anyways. I'd rather have HOH.

as for getting the votes: whether they admit it for not personal reasons to go into the voting. first, make sure I dial down the fighting, conflict, name calling, and general making people uncomfortable. second, furthur any relationships that I have by appealing to everyone's personalities to like they me and want to root for me. of course, this only applies to people that I can stand, talk to, and like. I need to keep in contact with them by general chit-chat so they don't forget about me. third, make it clear that I did have a hand in their evictions in a good way and that I AM playing a game by making good strategic decisions... however make sure they appreciate it on a game level and aren't pissed that I booted there ass out. people don't want to vote for someone they hate, but they don't want to vote for someone that never did anything and floated to the end because they weren't a threat whatsoever coughRoddy&Aprilcough. there's gotta be a balance.

[Chelsia]

damn. this really sucks. my entire strategy has to change now. I'm reallllllly hurt and upset. I know it's a game or whatever, but I talked to Will at least like three hours every single fucking day. I really felt like he was my best friend. and he fucked me over. just because. this is completely personal. but, my new strategy & plans can't be.

I do respect his decision. he's a hell of a player, he's played an amazing game. I've always said this. but... the sad thing is... Will would have won had he stood by Keesha & I. we would have secured us three in the f3 and he would have won. hands down. and alot of people have told us this. so he had a choice... win with your best friends at the end... or screw over your best friends and win with a couple inactives. he would have won either way, and he chose to screw us over.

this is going to sound realllly arrogant, and probably stupid, but going off of what I've been told and how things have happened... and looking at each situation... I think I would win against everyone here [except Will] but it's going to be impossible for me to get there.

first. I want to take Keesha. 100%. for strategic and personal reasons. I need to win this next HOH... April or Roddy gtfo. Keesha wins the following one... who's left of April/Roddy gtfo. it'll be impossible to get rid of Will these next two weeks, all of his whores are going to protect him... he made them all feel like they were going to the final two with him too. ideal final four is me, Keesha, Will, Nakomis. Keesha or I win POV... send Will out with Janelle's speech. =] then we win HOH and take each other. I'm not so sure Keesha would take me over Nakomis since Nakomis sucks and can't possibly win this game against anyone. so I'd like to win.

Keesha and I can do this, if we stay loyal to each other. it's only four competitions... between us we've already won five... and should have won two more. we can definitely do this. and if any of those retards think that just because I'm upset and miserable right now I'm going to lay down and die... those bitches got another thing coming. this only makes me want to win even more! and I will fight like fucking hell to do it.

and I really, really, really hope and pray to god that Keesha wasn't in on this. or I'm completely alone.

[Chelsia]

okay, so I maaaaaay be playing this Will thing up.. but, I'm still very pissed off and hurt by it. so it's not like I'm completely faking.



and I'm not lying about Will either. there's no way I could possibly have April & Roddy on my side, with Will... there's at least a chance. slim one, but a chance.

I pretty much feel like they're all against me now. call me crazy or paranoid, but I feel like everything isnt as it seems with Keesha either.

I want me & Keesha f2 though.

[Chelsia]

wow. I'm posting a ton today. can't help it though, got alot going on in my head.

another thing I forgot to add... he told me that I could trust him, it's me and him to the end and he would give me his password to read his diary room and prove it. so I said fine, let me see. and suprise suprise... he couldn't go through with it.

so... we decided we have to make the first move. I really feel like I'm in Janelle's [with Will] position... because lately he has used me and Keesha... emotionally and in the game. the real Will charmed Janelle, talked her into things, took out all of her friends [cough JAMES! cough] and in the meantime was only looking out for himself. well she did something about it too late... I can't afford to make that same mistake.

each with our individual chat with a certain person, K & I decided to put him up against April. if it stays... then Roddy & Nak will tie it sort of and I will have be the deciding vote. so Keesha and I can decide together what we need to do. if Will wins POV, well then good he has to save himself. had we nominated Roddy & April... he would have taken off April, we'd put up Nakomis, and she would go. neither of us want that.

so basically Will or April should leave this week. Will may use POV on himself and then end up voting out Roddy. which would really suck. but it's a risk we have to take. one of them has to leave.

we currently are working on getting Nak. I know we've done it before and April screwed it up... but we have a different approach this time.

so our goals:

+ keep nominations the same.
+ give ourselves the deciding vote of who goes.
+ get Nak to our side.
+ win HOH next week. [the cursed f5, I have to win it!]

to be completely honest, I'm afraid. not gonna lie. everyone who's gone against Will in the slightest way... well he got theme evicted.

[Chelsia]

well. so the plan this week was to get April out, if that didn't work then get Will out.

except. now they're both the nominees, and I'm the deciding vote. April's swearing up and down on everything my safety and shit... but April's a dirty liar.

Will's diary room really did prove that is has been us three to the end. though I'd rather be against Keesha, MUCH rather be. however, I just don't know if keeping April or Will is the best way to get us there. he should have shown me this stuff earlier.

now that I've told him theres a possibility I'm evicting him... he may come after me. or take Keesha from me so he's all that I have.

and Nak now refuses to vote out April, so her loyalty is obviously with her.

I don't know. I just do not know. I really really need to clear my head and think about whats the best move for ME and for the final two that I want.

[Chelsia]

believe it or not, even after last night...

I don't know who to vote out. I love how April & Will start telling me all this stuff when they need my vote... yet wouldn't tell me earlier.

maybe Will was loyal to us first [after himself] before... but now that we've done this... I don't know. it could be like a Donatos/Eric thing... like we have to follow through with it.

gah I just don't know. I'm really gonna have to think this one out at school today and make a fuckin' decision. asap.

[Chelsia]

so..

obviously I decided to keep Will. doesn't seem like the decision alot of people wanted... and no offense to anyone, but I don't really give a shit because no one else is in my position and no one can say what they would have done. here's what I went over in my head all day...

a) April is a liar. clearly. yes promised safety is good, but everytime people have promised that including April it's a lie.

b) if April were to win and not nominate us... if Roddy or Nak win POV then Keesha or I would go. the vote would tie and April would send us out. she's not an idiot. she wouldn't keep us. Keesha is also really good at comps, so most likely I would be the one to go unless I win POV.

c) Nak & April were realllly close. Nak refused to vote her out even when she "knew" I was voting out Will and April had her "one vote".

d) obviously from Will's DR... he was loyal to me first and the our f3. and if we were f3 and he won... he knows he'll beat either one of us, so I think he would take me.

e) after I told him I may vote him out... he could have been pissed and went with Nak & Roddy to get us out. if he won HOH and put us up, one stays... and he knows he can't count on them to win HOH... there's more of a chance of me or Keesha. so, he would have to throw HOH next week and get Nak or Roddy to get us out. I like the odds of me against Nak & Roddy rather than me against Nak, Roddy, and April who I don't think is bad at competitions. also... if there is a chance that Will really is still with us after that... then its 2 vs. 2. with Will... there's a chance.. with April there's no chance.

f) now brings up the question.. do I actually think I can beat Will in the finals? no. I'm not stupid, I know I wouldn't. but what's the point in keeping people around I can beat in the end if I can't get to the end?

g) if I'm going to lose... do I want to lose to April or Will? would I rather see Will or April win the game? that's a clear choice. even if she did things so quiestly by never getting involved with stuff, no offfense but I just hate that gameplay. in the words of Janelle I despise it. Will deserves to win this 1000 times more. everyone knows he deserves to win, and I'm the kind of player that if I can't win... then I want the best player to win.

h) now this is the crazy one. call me blind or stupid... because all of the above already made my decision for me... but I do believe Will is still loyal to me, and he won't come after me. he'll help himself first yes, he always has I know this, but I think he'd be loyal to me over them if it came down to it. especially since he knows he'll beat us all in the end, so that's not a factor.

anyways. that's it. that's what brought me to my decision. nothing personal involved. yeah, it would be great as a player to personally get out the best player in the game... but that alone isn't a good enough reason to possibly screw over my game & give someone a win they don't deserve... just because it would be a huge move at the moment.

I'm proud of Keesha & I. if we weren't good players willing to take risks and make big moves.. we wouldn't have nominated Will, not used POV on him, and not been one click away from evicting him. =]

now personally... I don't like April. she's been fake for a long, long time. esp. to me. personally, I like Will and if he doesn't hate me, we will be friends after this.

now, on a personal level that has no influence in my game, but does fit with my strategy... 4 people were responsible for James' eviction. Will - nominated, almost evicted. April - evicted. Nakomis - lied to and made a fool of. and now it's Roddy's time. he didn't have a huge hand in it nor do I blame him really, but that doesn't mean I'm letting him off the hook. he still helped to get James out... tried to get Keesha out a week or so ago... AND he almost got Will out today. unnacceptable.

plus, Nak just sucks. Roddy however, I think if he cares about it... he wouldn't suck. I don't think he gives a shit about this game which blows... and if he wins then it's just a disgrace. annnd, if by some crazy chance he won f4 or f3... no effin' way would he take me over anyone else. so yeah, he has got to go this week. =]

as for final two... if by some crazy chance I get to f3 and its with my alliance, and then I win HOH... which is all like a 2% chance of happening...

well I know who I'm taking.



sorry guys. love yas & you were great game staff. but, the above isn't going to happen, and I <3 Keesha & Will and I don't want either of them pissed at me after this. so yeah, unless that happens, no one will ever know who I was planning to take.

[Big Brother]

That's too long. Not reading.