Post by Sheila on Aug 17, 2008 20:37:29 GMT -5
JamesBBgame: hey sheila
Sheilakennedy6: hey! i finally caught you on! hahaha
JamesBBgame: i know!
Sheilakennedy6: amazing haha so whats up
JamesBBgame: nothing. i wanted to talk to you about the whole nomination thing
JamesBBgame: i put your key in last and i wanted to explain myself
Sheilakennedy6: okay
JamesBBgame: had one of the 2 girls won veto, i wasnt gonna replace them with you'
JamesBBgame: the reason i did put ur key in last was because i was upset over what happened last week. i am very aware over the fact that it is completely unfair that BB made that mistake
JamesBBgame: but he did, and it sucks for you
Sheilakennedy6: yeah
JamesBBgame: and i was upset that u were going to evict erika over daniele
JamesBBgame: but when i really thought about it... i had 2 reasons not to nominate you
JamesBBgame: 1 was you actually never lied to me
Sheilakennedy6: and won't
JamesBBgame: just to erika and i guess i shouldnt ever take anything she says to heart
JamesBBgame: and the second thing is that there is no way erika was gonna leave over you
JamesBBgame: because the others still seem upset about the whole thing too... and me not putting 2 up on that side would just ensure that other person would leave over her
Sheilakennedy6: yeah well ive told erika many times that i was sorry for it and i just can say last weeks hoh reign was hard for me it really really was i had howie in my ear non stop and i felt like if i didnt do it the only people i felt safe with would turn on me
JamesBBgame: people think im in the same position you were in last week
JamesBBgame: thing is, no one was in my ear this week at all... except for erika's side
JamesBBgame: and i obviously didnt listen
Sheilakennedy6: right
Sheilakennedy6: well who do you think needs to get out i think me and you can work together i feel more safe with you then i do with will actually
Sheilakennedy6: hard to believe i know but i dont feel safe in my so called "alliance" at all
JamesBBgame: oh me neiother
Sheilakennedy6: i just feel they are using me as that one extra vote and its hard
JamesBBgame: these guys are sooooo fucking full of shit
JamesBBgame: messaging me about how what i ddi was good
JamesBBgame: and blah blah blah
JamesBBgame: im not gonna b #4 or 5 in someone's alliance
Sheilakennedy6: exactly!
JamesBBgame: SORRY. and its like i told everyone.. i am on NO side
Sheilakennedy6: i know and i feel like the second you say that your a target and i did say that at one time but i guess if you talk to howie your on his side
Sheilakennedy6: so i was like uhm..i dont know what to do and i think you know what im talking about, no one wants to be the first to go when its down to it
JamesBBgame: yup
JamesBBgame: i am so tempted to use this veto, but i just dont think i can.
JamesBBgame: had jun won it, it would have been so easy
Sheilakennedy6: who would you have put up?
JamesBBgame: howie.
JamesBBgame: after counting you at as a nom
JamesBBgame: i thought to myself...
JamesBBgame: if jun wins this veto, ill put howie up
JamesBBgame: but origincally, i didnt want nominations to change
Sheilakennedy6: right
JamesBBgame: but i cant. i cant use the veto to change my own nominations. i hate it when they do it on the show and i hate that im even thinking about it, you know
JamesBBgame: ?
Sheilakennedy6: i get what your saying but if you have to do what you think will help you out more putting howie up will get chelsia,keesha and will mad. thats about it get jun out and i think only nakomis would be mad
Sheilakennedy6: get erika out i dont know who would be mad? but its what you think would help you out, i told you i would vote how ever you wanted me to for the fact i know your smart and will do the right thing
JamesBBgame: think about it this way... having will, howie, keesha and chelsia on our side is NOT a fucking bad thing though. they are the stronger side!
JamesBBgame: if erika leaves, that side may or may not come after me, but i think they're go after the 4 before they even think of coming after us, you know?
Sheilakennedy6: right
JamesBBgame: but first chance i get, i want howie gone. i just couldnt do it this week.
Sheilakennedy6: then dont put that target on your back its not worth it
JamesBBgame: after upsetting keesha this week with voting daniele out.. i told her that if i were to win hoh, i was gonna nominate erika... because she thought i was alligned with her
JamesBBgame: which i wasnt and still am not.
Sheilakennedy6: yeah
JamesBBgame: and i wasnt expecting to win it at all.
JamesBBgame: so i had to do it.
JamesBBgame: anyways, what i said in nominations is true
JamesBBgame: erika really does need to go
Sheilakennedy6: i thought that it was a good speech
Sheilakennedy6: better then mine for sure haha
JamesBBgame: no, yours was fine! please! and besides, my speech, i think, may have come out a little mean
JamesBBgame: which i do feel bad about.
Sheilakennedy6: well you cant always play nice and thats what i tried to do until i won and now i feel like more people dislike me haha
JamesBBgame: no way. i havent heard anyone say anything about you.. except that u lied about who u were evicting.
JamesBBgame: but whateve,r thats water under the bridge now
JamesBBgame: i just wanted you to know that i WAS contemplating nominating because i was upset, but i am over it now.
JamesBBgame: and i am happy daniele is gone because i saw how upset howie got about it and it just reiterates what a good decision i made in evicting her.
Sheilakennedy6: yeah i understand you where upset my heart did start to race when i didnt see my key but i understand your reasoning, and at the time i thought evicting erika was smart but im just as happy with daniele leaving aha
JamesBBgame: we'll get rid of erika this week and its a whole new game next week.
JamesBBgame: i dont think i needed hoh this week though, but whats done is done.
Sheilakennedy6: right, so the veto isnt being used
Sheilakennedy6: i think that this is a smart thing you wont be getting anyone mad at you
JamesBBgame: i wont be using it. and honestly, i really believe you are in a good place for the following week.
JamesBBgame: and longer actually
Sheilakennedy6: i will try to protect you for as long as i can
JamesBBgame: thanks sheila. same with me.
Sheilakennedy6: i know i sent that silly message last week about you being a pawn but thank god i didnt do that
Sheilakennedy6: it would've been lame if i did so im grateful you where not like extremely pissed about that
JamesBBgame: did erika really talk you outy of ity?
Sheilakennedy6: erika did talk me out of it
Sheilakennedy6: she told me why howie needed to go so i put him up
Sheilakennedy6: thinking oh this is good! haha but it didnt work so well
JamesBBgame: this sucks. im not gonna lie. like i feel TERRIBLE
JamesBBgame: but i have no choice.
Sheilakennedy6: yeah i mean theres only so much you can do
Sheilakennedy6: heres my thing about jun while we are on at the same time
Sheilakennedy6: there wasnt any talk of a tie or erika staying at all when i put her up but i found out that jun got the house to kind of switch
Sheilakennedy6: maybe im just slow but i think jun is a threat as much as erika but i dont mind which one goes
JamesBBgame: i dont care which one leaves. i told erika the same thing. if i dont use veto (which im not) that i wont get involved.
JamesBBgame: thats the least i can do, you know?
Sheilakennedy6: yeha let her fight it out
JamesBBgame: if she can get the votes, then good. i refuse to tell people how to vote. if u can get jun out, go for it.
Sheilakennedy6: have to see what happens but i think everyones mind is made up
JamesBBgame: yea i think so too.
JamesBBgame: read jun's ;plea though: Hey James! I don't really have any reasons why you should use the veto on me other than I think it was a bad idea to put me up to ensure Erika's eviction. If you use the veto on me then thank you, If not, that is okay. No hard feelings
JamesBBgame:
Sheilakennedy6: hm
Sheilakennedy6: interesting
JamesBBgame: i know she thinks its a bad idea
JamesBBgame: but it feels a bit like a threat
Sheilakennedy6: i think she is nervous
Sheilakennedy6: so shes gonna try to say she isnt mad but
Sheilakennedy6: dont know
JamesBBgame: oh i know she is
JamesBBgame: she hasnt msged me since
Sheilakennedy6: wow
Sheilakennedy6: well i think shes gonna stay
Sheilakennedy6: i think will really wants her out so chelsia keesha and howie will vote her out and probably want me to vote her out to but i dont know
Sheilakennedy6: i mean erika stays she can help us
Sheilakennedy6: because the target is still on her not us and she will not put us if she wins hoh i think she still likes you
JamesBBgame: i knwo she does.
JamesBBgame: it sucks i had to screw her over this way
Sheilakennedy6: its a game she cant get mad though
Sheilakennedy6: well she can
Sheilakennedy6: and probably will but it is just a game
JamesBBgame: oh i know, but having the whole house against you? its hard, im sure.
JamesBBgame: even on a personal level
Sheilakennedy6: yeah thats not good for the ego lol
Sheilakennedy6: but she did this to herself
Sheilakennedy6: i feel so good talking to you like i dont feel like i have to worry
JamesBBgame: u really dont. i promise you that u dont.
Sheilakennedy6: i promise you the same you can trust me
JamesBBgame: ok perfect., im glad.
JamesBBgame: cuz i know everyone has someone in this house
Sheilakennedy6: yeah everyone thinks i have dr will but i dont at all his so wrapped around chelsia now
Sheilakennedy6: no one knows i have crazy james haha
JamesBBgame: lol exactly
JamesBBgame: actually, peiople probably still think im upset
Sheilakennedy6: perfect
Sheilakennedy6: hey! i finally caught you on! hahaha
JamesBBgame: i know!
Sheilakennedy6: amazing haha so whats up
JamesBBgame: nothing. i wanted to talk to you about the whole nomination thing
JamesBBgame: i put your key in last and i wanted to explain myself
Sheilakennedy6: okay
JamesBBgame: had one of the 2 girls won veto, i wasnt gonna replace them with you'
JamesBBgame: the reason i did put ur key in last was because i was upset over what happened last week. i am very aware over the fact that it is completely unfair that BB made that mistake
JamesBBgame: but he did, and it sucks for you
Sheilakennedy6: yeah
JamesBBgame: and i was upset that u were going to evict erika over daniele
JamesBBgame: but when i really thought about it... i had 2 reasons not to nominate you
JamesBBgame: 1 was you actually never lied to me
Sheilakennedy6: and won't
JamesBBgame: just to erika and i guess i shouldnt ever take anything she says to heart
JamesBBgame: and the second thing is that there is no way erika was gonna leave over you
JamesBBgame: because the others still seem upset about the whole thing too... and me not putting 2 up on that side would just ensure that other person would leave over her
Sheilakennedy6: yeah well ive told erika many times that i was sorry for it and i just can say last weeks hoh reign was hard for me it really really was i had howie in my ear non stop and i felt like if i didnt do it the only people i felt safe with would turn on me
JamesBBgame: people think im in the same position you were in last week
JamesBBgame: thing is, no one was in my ear this week at all... except for erika's side
JamesBBgame: and i obviously didnt listen
Sheilakennedy6: right
Sheilakennedy6: well who do you think needs to get out i think me and you can work together i feel more safe with you then i do with will actually
Sheilakennedy6: hard to believe i know but i dont feel safe in my so called "alliance" at all
JamesBBgame: oh me neiother
Sheilakennedy6: i just feel they are using me as that one extra vote and its hard
JamesBBgame: these guys are sooooo fucking full of shit
JamesBBgame: messaging me about how what i ddi was good
JamesBBgame: and blah blah blah
JamesBBgame: im not gonna b #4 or 5 in someone's alliance
Sheilakennedy6: exactly!
JamesBBgame: SORRY. and its like i told everyone.. i am on NO side
Sheilakennedy6: i know and i feel like the second you say that your a target and i did say that at one time but i guess if you talk to howie your on his side
Sheilakennedy6: so i was like uhm..i dont know what to do and i think you know what im talking about, no one wants to be the first to go when its down to it
JamesBBgame: yup
JamesBBgame: i am so tempted to use this veto, but i just dont think i can.
JamesBBgame: had jun won it, it would have been so easy
Sheilakennedy6: who would you have put up?
JamesBBgame: howie.
JamesBBgame: after counting you at as a nom
JamesBBgame: i thought to myself...
JamesBBgame: if jun wins this veto, ill put howie up
JamesBBgame: but origincally, i didnt want nominations to change
Sheilakennedy6: right
JamesBBgame: but i cant. i cant use the veto to change my own nominations. i hate it when they do it on the show and i hate that im even thinking about it, you know
JamesBBgame: ?
Sheilakennedy6: i get what your saying but if you have to do what you think will help you out more putting howie up will get chelsia,keesha and will mad. thats about it get jun out and i think only nakomis would be mad
Sheilakennedy6: get erika out i dont know who would be mad? but its what you think would help you out, i told you i would vote how ever you wanted me to for the fact i know your smart and will do the right thing
JamesBBgame: think about it this way... having will, howie, keesha and chelsia on our side is NOT a fucking bad thing though. they are the stronger side!
JamesBBgame: if erika leaves, that side may or may not come after me, but i think they're go after the 4 before they even think of coming after us, you know?
Sheilakennedy6: right
JamesBBgame: but first chance i get, i want howie gone. i just couldnt do it this week.
Sheilakennedy6: then dont put that target on your back its not worth it
JamesBBgame: after upsetting keesha this week with voting daniele out.. i told her that if i were to win hoh, i was gonna nominate erika... because she thought i was alligned with her
JamesBBgame: which i wasnt and still am not.
Sheilakennedy6: yeah
JamesBBgame: and i wasnt expecting to win it at all.
JamesBBgame: so i had to do it.
JamesBBgame: anyways, what i said in nominations is true
JamesBBgame: erika really does need to go
Sheilakennedy6: i thought that it was a good speech
Sheilakennedy6: better then mine for sure haha
JamesBBgame: no, yours was fine! please! and besides, my speech, i think, may have come out a little mean
JamesBBgame: which i do feel bad about.
Sheilakennedy6: well you cant always play nice and thats what i tried to do until i won and now i feel like more people dislike me haha
JamesBBgame: no way. i havent heard anyone say anything about you.. except that u lied about who u were evicting.
JamesBBgame: but whateve,r thats water under the bridge now
JamesBBgame: i just wanted you to know that i WAS contemplating nominating because i was upset, but i am over it now.
JamesBBgame: and i am happy daniele is gone because i saw how upset howie got about it and it just reiterates what a good decision i made in evicting her.
Sheilakennedy6: yeah i understand you where upset my heart did start to race when i didnt see my key but i understand your reasoning, and at the time i thought evicting erika was smart but im just as happy with daniele leaving aha
JamesBBgame: we'll get rid of erika this week and its a whole new game next week.
JamesBBgame: i dont think i needed hoh this week though, but whats done is done.
Sheilakennedy6: right, so the veto isnt being used
Sheilakennedy6: i think that this is a smart thing you wont be getting anyone mad at you
JamesBBgame: i wont be using it. and honestly, i really believe you are in a good place for the following week.
JamesBBgame: and longer actually
Sheilakennedy6: i will try to protect you for as long as i can
JamesBBgame: thanks sheila. same with me.
Sheilakennedy6: i know i sent that silly message last week about you being a pawn but thank god i didnt do that
Sheilakennedy6: it would've been lame if i did so im grateful you where not like extremely pissed about that
JamesBBgame: did erika really talk you outy of ity?
Sheilakennedy6: erika did talk me out of it
Sheilakennedy6: she told me why howie needed to go so i put him up
Sheilakennedy6: thinking oh this is good! haha but it didnt work so well
JamesBBgame: this sucks. im not gonna lie. like i feel TERRIBLE
JamesBBgame: but i have no choice.
Sheilakennedy6: yeah i mean theres only so much you can do
Sheilakennedy6: heres my thing about jun while we are on at the same time
Sheilakennedy6: there wasnt any talk of a tie or erika staying at all when i put her up but i found out that jun got the house to kind of switch
Sheilakennedy6: maybe im just slow but i think jun is a threat as much as erika but i dont mind which one goes
JamesBBgame: i dont care which one leaves. i told erika the same thing. if i dont use veto (which im not) that i wont get involved.
JamesBBgame: thats the least i can do, you know?
Sheilakennedy6: yeha let her fight it out
JamesBBgame: if she can get the votes, then good. i refuse to tell people how to vote. if u can get jun out, go for it.
Sheilakennedy6: have to see what happens but i think everyones mind is made up
JamesBBgame: yea i think so too.
JamesBBgame: read jun's ;plea though: Hey James! I don't really have any reasons why you should use the veto on me other than I think it was a bad idea to put me up to ensure Erika's eviction. If you use the veto on me then thank you, If not, that is okay. No hard feelings
JamesBBgame:
Sheilakennedy6: hm
Sheilakennedy6: interesting
JamesBBgame: i know she thinks its a bad idea
JamesBBgame: but it feels a bit like a threat
Sheilakennedy6: i think she is nervous
Sheilakennedy6: so shes gonna try to say she isnt mad but
Sheilakennedy6: dont know
JamesBBgame: oh i know she is
JamesBBgame: she hasnt msged me since
Sheilakennedy6: wow
Sheilakennedy6: well i think shes gonna stay
Sheilakennedy6: i think will really wants her out so chelsia keesha and howie will vote her out and probably want me to vote her out to but i dont know
Sheilakennedy6: i mean erika stays she can help us
Sheilakennedy6: because the target is still on her not us and she will not put us if she wins hoh i think she still likes you
JamesBBgame: i knwo she does.
JamesBBgame: it sucks i had to screw her over this way
Sheilakennedy6: its a game she cant get mad though
Sheilakennedy6: well she can
Sheilakennedy6: and probably will but it is just a game
JamesBBgame: oh i know, but having the whole house against you? its hard, im sure.
JamesBBgame: even on a personal level
Sheilakennedy6: yeah thats not good for the ego lol
Sheilakennedy6: but she did this to herself
Sheilakennedy6: i feel so good talking to you like i dont feel like i have to worry
JamesBBgame: u really dont. i promise you that u dont.
Sheilakennedy6: i promise you the same you can trust me
JamesBBgame: ok perfect., im glad.
JamesBBgame: cuz i know everyone has someone in this house
Sheilakennedy6: yeah everyone thinks i have dr will but i dont at all his so wrapped around chelsia now
Sheilakennedy6: no one knows i have crazy james haha
JamesBBgame: lol exactly
JamesBBgame: actually, peiople probably still think im upset
Sheilakennedy6: perfect
