Thoughts/Impressions.

[Chelsia]

OH. lol so Jun, apparently you hate me because I "took your spot" in an alliance that you didn't give a shit about. or at least that's what your bff says. wow, you hate me for months, try to turn my friends against me, and talk shit about me constantly because I "took your spot." how mature. at least I know now, and I didn't even have to talk to you yay.

[Jun]

Oct 9, 2008 17:12:18 GMT -5 Chelsia said:

oops, I decided I needed one last dr because I'd rather say this here to be read later.

Kathleen, go kiss my ass.

LOL at you trying to turn my friends against me, the worst being Howie. especially telling Howie about my alliance with James and Will trying to get him evicted from my dr.

fuck you. Evan liked me better and evicted you, get the fuck over it. that game was retarded anyways. it's not like I did anything to you, I just wasn't a bitch to him 24/7. and here... I got you evicted, too bad so sad. you told 500 people you were coming after me, and never once talked to me personally. it's not like you're the only person I evicted from the house. I don't see anyone else acting like a two year old. seriously whatever your problem is with me, how bout move on & grow the fuck up? you say it's not Evan... well it's either a) Evan liked me better or b) Howie liked me better. GET OVER IT. are you seriously that immature that you're going to hate me with a passion for no reason? this is retarded. haha we're actually alot alike, and have interest in alot of the same things. too bad.

I'm stating this here because

a) I'd prefer you to not ever talk to me alone unless you're going to act mature and explain why you hate me so much and feel like need to talk shit about me every chance you get.
b) thank the lord you're apparently not going to be at the wrap party because there's a tiny chance I will win and you couldn't stand to see that happen
c) you'll just work even harder at making me lose 0-7 if I told you to your face. oops.

everyone else... <3.

Well I guess i should respond. The only time ive spoken about you recently is to Howie about the final 2. (Oh i did call you a bitch to KC because he told me you ranted about me negatively)

I was not trying to turn him against you. We were simply debating who should win and obviously i was pro-will because i felt he played a better game than you. I'll admit you did play a good game, obviously you were in the final 2. I see Howie is still a fricken liar. I did not tell him jack shit about what you wrote in your DR. Once he got evicted I told him to look at the goodbye messages for Diane. It reveals that you diane and james were in an alliance. He used to tell me everything that was going on when i got evicted.. he mentioned about you and James together. The only time I really did try and turn people against you was in the game. I don't know what people are telling you but i don't hate you with a passion. I just thought you were a bitch in these convos that Nakomis sent me. If you read my DR you weren't really my target in a sense. I was targetting Will and Howie before you.... also... the main reason for targeting you was because of a misunderstanding but then people told me things which made me dislike you.

And i do not hate you because Evan evicted me over you lol (btw i was lying that i cried that evan liked you more. I didnt know you thought i was being serious.. Evan showed me this log ) That game was lame... and I am not a bitch to Evan 24/7.

No wonder Howie told me not to speak to you privately, I see he is still spreading retarded shit. He "forbidded" me to ever speak to you last night. Anyways I feel flattered you wrote this about me.

Oct 12, 2008 19:17:40 GMT -5 Chelsia said:

OH. lol so Jun, apparently you hate me because I "took your spot" in an alliance that you didn't give a shit about. or at least that's what your bff says. wow, you hate me for months, try to turn my friends against me, and talk shit about me constantly because I "took your spot." how mature. at least I know now, and I didn't even have to talk to you yay.

whos my bff? lol and yeah at the beginning i was pissed that you took my spot, i guess im a jealous freak- right?

[Chelsia]

first, what did Howie do wrong here? I'm confused. all he did was tell me how you were stiillllllll talking shit about me like 3 months later.

LOL Nakomis told me that's why you hated me so much, because I took your spot in the "alliance" which a) you voted against and b) didn't really consider you a part of it in the first place apparently. I'm not saying you're a jealous freak but that was like what 3 months ago? you really despise me still after all this time for that? um I was on their side and you voted one of them out.. tough call on an alliance member, huh?

haha KC said that you called me a bitch first.

as for not hating me with a passion, lmfao apparently you said that you weren't going to the wrap party because there's a chance that I would have won and you couldn't stand to see that happen.

and you told Howie that he should be mad at me evicting Keesha or being aligned with James or something. so like, how's that not trying to turn him against me?

oh and once I heard you hated me because I was "Candace" but obvs I'm not so that's not a reason either.

I don't know, this is all pretty retarded. I'm just saying, you've never talked to me except when we are in chats, so you really can't hate me for my personalitity because you don't know me at all. there has to be some reason that you hate me so much and for so long and anytime one is brought up you're like no no that's not it. oh wells, I don't care. I just think it's pretty retarded if you've hated me for so long for no reason, or at least one you won't tell me. whatevs.

[Will Kirby]

Sept 28, 2008 19:11:00 GMT -5 Chelsia said:

LMFAO!

me too. he pasted what you said "you want that as your avatar?" I started cracking up.

oh and another thing to comment on... we've tried to hide how close we were the entire game, and now he's just willing to be like "oh FINAL TWO WITH CHELSIA" that's a dead giveaway that he's true loyalty isn't to me. hell, he doesn't have true loyalty to anyone... except himself. but he knows it will be easier to beat them in competitions and in the end... rather than me & Keesha.

I know he just went to April saying "I just did that to get her to trust me again"... and I told him that I knew he would say that. LOL

well basically I need to get my emotions out of this. I can't beat Will.. he's using me until it no longer benefits him again. and ya know, if he's my true friend then he'll practice what he preaches and will be friends with me still after this is over.

I want him out. him or April this week. at first I wanted him to stay and help us to get out April & Roddy.. but he won't. he's not going to do anything, he wants everyone to take each other out.. probably leaving him and Nakomis so he can win.

and April pretty much told me he told her she was my target... to pin us against each other. lol and he admitted it. along with alot of other shit he did. how stupid would I be to believe him again? like I said, emotions aside... I can't make that mistake again.

Keesha showed me this... thought it was pretty funny and totally true.

After all you put me through, you'd think I'd despise you. But in the end I want to thank you, because you made me that much stronger.

When I, thought I knew you, thinking, that you were true. I guess I, I couldn't trust, called your bluff, time is up 'cause I've had enough.

You were, there by my side, always, down for the ride. But your, joy ride just came down in flames 'cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm.

After all of the stealing and cheating, you probably think that I hold resentment for you, but, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong. 'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do. I wanna know just how capable I am to pull through. So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger, makes me work a little bit harder. It makes me that much wiser. So thanks for making me a fighter. Made me learn a little bit faster, made my skin a little bit thicker, makes me that much smarter. So thanks for making me a fighter

Never, saw it coming, all of, your backstabbing. Just so, you could cash in on a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around, playing the victim now. But don't, even begin feeling I'm the one to blame 'cause you dug your own grave.

After all of the fights and the lies, yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore. Uh, no more, oh no, it's over.
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down. So I wanna say thank you

How could this man I thought I knew, turn out to be unjust so cruel. Could only see the good in you, pretended not to see the truth. You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself.
Through living in denial, but in the end you'll see... YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I ain't goin' stop. There is no turning back I've had enough.

anyways. so either Roddy/April or April/Will goes up this week. either way, one of the three leaves, unless Will isn't nominated and takes off April. if it stays and he gets April out like I asked... well then I will have some trust in him... but for this game... I won't trust him again. he's awesome and a good friend. he's a great person, he'll just do anything to win this game. he's like a obsessed with it. he's played a great game and I respect his gameplay. I don't hate him and I'll still chat with him about TONY ROMO and stuff... but that doesn't mean I'm going to continue doing what I've been doing unless he takes out every single one of them for me. ... I want me/Keesha f2.

LMFAO

some of the funniest shit ever in here, lolz priceless

love ya girl